carnival time

I just got back from a wonderful afternoon spent running a "shoot the ducks" station at our Grace Kids Carnival. What fun! Kids from all sorts of ages came by to shoot marshmallows (via slingshots) at their pastor, elders, and other volunteers. The rest of the gym was full of other fun activities; beanbags and balls, crafts and darts, fishing and bowling, and lots and lots of balloons and paper chains! We even had the Grace Kids Juggling Team there to provide live entertainment... lots and lots of fun!



One of the best moments of the day for me was when the mysterious doors were opened, and those great old carnival and carousel tunes started, the kids were allowed to walk through the streamers hanging in the doorway and see the transformed gym. The excitement on their faces was so fun to see! It was so exciting to see everything come together in the end, and to be able to give the kids a fun afternoon.


So lots and lots of thanks to Jim and Jess for organizing everything and bringing all our crazy ideas together. And thanks to the Lord for providing us with the finances, all the ideas, lots of willing volunteers (after all, those marshmallows can hurt!), and lots of kids to enjoy the time. As I listen to a squawking party thing-a-ma-jig right now, I know there's at least one boy who had the time of his life!

valentines day

I know I'm a little late, but I really enjoyed the conversation that my family and some visiting friends had on Sunday. Reflecting on the fact that it was Valentines Day, we tried to think up of as many Bible verses containing the word "love" that we could. Here are some of the ones that I remember. Can you think of any other ones?

You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your might.

Deuteronomy 6:5

The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; his mercies never come to an end.

Lamentations 3:22

For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life.

John 3:16

The Lord is merciful and gracious,

slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love.

Psalm 103:8

But the steadfast love of the Lord is from everlasting to everlasting on those who fear him,
and his righteousness to children's children,
18 to those who keep his covenant
and remember to do his commandments.

Psalm 103:17-18

family day

happy family day!
have a good time enjoying time with the family that God has blessed you with!

walking

Not being able to use my leg in the past 4 weeks has become a great means of thankfulness for me. Now, that might not be what you'd expect, but realizing the amazing ability that I had to be able to simply walk is remarkable! I caught myself last night, as we were watching a movie, being amazed at how quickly people were able to move around! They didn't have to grab their crutches, get positioned, hobble over somewhere (and attempt to figure out a way to stick that object in their pocket), and then hobble back. I am so incredibly thankful for the gift that God has given us of two legs. And how blessed I am that I'm going to (Lord willing) be able to use these legs again! Even that I can use at least one of them now!
Reflecting on Psalm 103:14, which says that

[God] knows our frame; he remembers that we are dust.

I realized how much I feel like I'm made of dust. Dust isn't strong, it can't bear any weight, can't really do anything. Having a leg that doesn't work makes me weak, I can't walk, and can't do a whole lot (I am doing more and more though!). I don't know what I'd be like now if I hadn't had the knowledge that an all-powerful God is watching over me, and he is aware of the fact that I am weak and helpless. That is one of the most comforting thoughts! I know that he will not give me any more than I can bear, and he will give me the strength to get through this.

We all are weak and helpless, regardless of surgeries or other physical abilities. Try as you might, no attempts at not sinning, good acts you do, kind things you say, you are a sinner. And in God's holy, just eyes, sin deserves eternal punishment. There is no way that you can save yourself; that is why Jesus came. Born on Christmas, as most people know, Jesus came in order to die a painful, torturous death, enduring all of God's eternal wrath in a span of time on the cross. And all you need to do now to be saved is trust in him... turn away from all your attempts, recognize that you are only dust, a sinner in need of grace. And Christ's blood will cleanse you!

Turn to him today!

a modest heart

I recently listened to Janelle Bradshaw's talk on modesty entitled "A Modest Heart."
What I found most interesting was that she continually focused on how modesty is really a heart issue, and not just rules about what and what not to wear. I found that really helpful, as I had not really thought of it that way before. Here are some other points I found helpful as well.

She was working from the chapter on modesty in CJ Mahaney's book "Worldliness," as well as from 1 Timothy 2:9-10:

likewise also that women should adorn themselves in respectable apparel, with modesty and self-control, not with braided hair and gold or pearls or costly attire, but with what is proper for women who profess godliness—with good works.

Here are some of those helpful questions for yourself and ideas:

• every Biblical conversation about modesty begins with the heart
• what does your wardrobe say about your heart? about your relationship with your Savior?
• what would someone discover about your heart if they met your closet before they met you?
• what desires motivate the way that you dress? (selfishness, craving for approval, desire for attention, lust?)
• clothing can be an evidence the gospel has changed your heart
• you can proclaim God's glory through what you wear to a watching world
• have no contradiction between the clothes you wear and the gospel you represent
  

osteochondritis.. and what happened in surgery

WARNING: for those of you who are like me and don't really like to hear what surgeons do, this might not be for you to read! but mind you, I'm one of those people, and I did write this myself...

I recently (wednesday) had surgery for my knee. Basically, there was a little piece of bone in the end of my knee that was loose, and has been loose for a couple of years now. But the doctor thought it would heal, if I didn't jump or run or jar it in any way. But then it started hurting when I bent my leg, which was unusual.. usually, if it hurt, it would be when my leg was fully extended. It also felt like something was snapping. The doctor thought that the piece must have come loose, that's why it was snapping- it was kind of flapping in the way of the joint.
So it was surgery time. Actually, first they took an MRI, and saw fluid behind the piece, as well as a couple of cists. The piece hadn't actually moved, but the doctor was pretty sure it was coming off by what he saw.
So now it was surgery time. First, the went in with a telescope, to look and be sure that it actually was breaking off. I guess it was, because then they opened up my knee, stuck a bunch of nails in the piece to hold it on to the rest of the bone, and then drilled a whole bunch of holes in the end of my bone. The reason that it came loose in the first place had something to do with a lack of blood flow, so the end of the bone got kind of dry and brittle. So by drilling the holes, the blood could flow back down into the end of the bone.
Anyways, now they've stitched it up, and my leg was first in a MASSIVE cotten bandage thing.. it was huge.. and I was covered in fluff! Now I have a brace from a couple inches below my bum to a couple inches above my ankle. I'm in this for 6 weeks, on crutches.


The most amazing part of all of this, though, has been the incredible "peace that passes all understanding" that I've found in the Lord. Every day, leading up to and after the surgery, I've had many, many fears, but the Lord has helped me through them all.
We've been memorizing Psalm 103 in church, and it has really been a blessing to me through this time as well (I only know part of it now though):

103:1 Bless the Lord, O my soul,
and all that is within me,
bless his holy name!
2 Bless the Lord, O my soul,
and forget not all his benefits,
3 who forgives all your iniquity,
who heals all your diseases,
4 who redeems your life from the pit,
who crowns you with steadfast love and mercy,
5 who satisfies you with good
so that your youth is renewed like the eagle's.

6 The Lord works righteousness
and justice for all who are oppressed.
7 He made known his ways to Moses,
his acts to the people of Israel.
8 The Lord is merciful and gracious,
slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love.
9 He will not always chide,
nor will he keep his anger forever.
10 He does not deal with us according to our sins,
nor repay us according to our iniquities.
11 For as high as the heavens are above the earth,
so great is his steadfast love toward those who fear him;
12 as far as the east is from the west,
so far does he remove our transgressions from us.
13 As a father shows compassion to his children,
so the Lord shows compassion to those who fear him.
14 For he knows our frame; [1]
he remembers that we are dust.

15 As for man, his days are like grass;
he flourishes like a flower of the field;
16 for the wind passes over it, and it is gone,
and its place knows it no more.
17 But the steadfast love of the Lord is from everlasting to everlasting on those who fear him,
and his righteousness to children's children,
18 to those who keep his covenant
and remember to do his commandments.
19 The Lord has established his throne in the heavens,
and his kingdom rules over all.

20 Bless the Lord, O you his angels,
you mighty ones who do his word,
obeying the voice of his word!
21 Bless the Lord, all his hosts,
his ministers, who do his will!
22 Bless the Lord, all his works,
in all places of his dominion.
Bless the Lord, O my soul!

day of prayer

Today was the Autumn Day of Prayer at Grace Fellowship Church. From 7 in the morning until 12, people were gathered at the church praying for this upcoming year. It didn't exactly seem like the nicest way to spend my saturday as I dragged myself out of bed this morning (to go watch Curious George with my little brother until mom came back), but once I got there, my only regret was that I didn't go earlier! What a wonderful way to spend a saturday; in prayer to the holy God with God's people! It was a great time, and I am so thankful to have such a great church!

back in the groove

Tuesday, September 8th, 2009. The day when, as that first shrill bell of the year rings, everyone leaves the summer behind and heads back to school. It's fun.. maybe.. or it might be not so fun, once you realize that Grade 12 isn't nearly as easy as those other grades were, especially as you're heading home with a full backpack of homework already!

Well, I am very thankful for being able to go to my school, and for the knowledge that I am able to gain as the year goes on, learning more about our wonderful Savior's creation. But I'm (really!) far from perfect, and often am not thankful for my school, and for the sacrifice my parents pay to help me go there. How selfish can I get??!

Anyways, for everyone who might be going back to school today, I want to pass on the challenge that my dad (who is also my pastor) gave this Sunday to us students. And that is to be bold for Christ from day 1 (and if you maybe weren't so bold, or didn't hear of or think of this, day 2 is a good day to start too!). I was thinking last night that, as I go to a Christian school, this is one of the easier places to be bold for Christ in... and yet I am still so scared, and shy back from the open doors that God places in front of me. So let your prayer be the same as mine this school year: to be bold for Christ and to not be ashamed of the one who gave up his life to save you!!

the roller chloester... part two

Well, there were some technical difficulties with my previous blog, "the RollerChloester," and so I have started this new blog. I don't make any promises as to how often I'll be posting, but I'll try to write some things that I have been learning in my own life, so as to encourage you and to bring more glory to God.

And for now, I'll try to post some of my old articles from the RollerChloester (which you can still visit here - I just won't be adding any more posts).